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I think this is the longest I have gone without posting since I started this blog. There are several reasons for this, but the primary reason is an ongoing complete change of lifestyle (at least health-wise). I have been seeing a different TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) doctor and the results have been amazing. This has started me re-thinking my approach to life… the way I think, the way I eat and the way I take care of myself physically. Up to this point, the posts have been pretty random ranging from topics as varied as Linux to religion/spirituality.

I think it’s time to give the blog a more definitive direction so I will be writing mostly about TCM and other natural healing methods/healthy living and Buddhism (and other spiritual paths as well from time to time). I may still throw in a post or two about Linux if something really interesting comes up. I realize this may cause a loss in readership since the highest read articles to date have been about Linux, but I need to write about something I’m passionate about. Not that I’m not passionate about Linux, but I use it every day, day in and day out so other than comparing different distros, I don’t really have a lot to say about it that hasn’t already been said here or somewhere else. Besides, Linux speaks for itself via reliability and security.

So, from this post forward the blog is headed in a more definitive direction. I hope that the information will be of use/interest. As always, feedback is welcome!

Namu Amida Butsu

Texas – Guns/Concealed Carry on Campus?

Here is the letter I sent to the my state representative and senator. I may also send it into my local newspaper. I may be starting a firestorm with this, but oh well. If you agree, feel free to send it as well, if you disagree, then feel free to write your own and send it in somewhere (or rebuttal here, that would be fun!).

Dear Representative,

As a college student, I am rather concerned about the recent concealed carry on campus law. Having lived through and experienced the recent UT shooting (I am a Decatur resident going to class in Austin during the week), I feel that the passage of this law would be a mistake. I would also like to establish that other views on gun control must be put aside, as a college campus is a different environment from that of the streets of a city (or suburb, etc.).

Despite the rhetoric and hypothetical situations on both sides of the debate, there are still clear cut arguments that should be considered. I will do my best to present my arguments in an unbiased manner. First off, college campuses are already some of the most affluent places in the nation. Affluence is correlated with more property, therefore more need to protect property rights (hence most colleges having their own police force). These police forces do not need the extra hassle of going through the process of checking whether or not a student with a weapon has the license to carry said weapon. It would also increase trouble when going through metal detectors on campuses with them, and then going through the previously mentioned process of checking licenses.

While it may be a solid argument that the criminal’s knowledge of their victim being armed is a good deterrent, most armed assailants that come onto college campuses are fully aware that they will not survive the event. This thereby would defeat the “scare effect” that armed students would have. One could rebuttal that an armed student would end any potential drawn out shooting with an assailant. There are multiple responses to this, as I hope you have heard while discussing the passage of the bill. We are both aware that the mass shootouts “at every intersection” are far from likely, but one must still ask, “How will the good guys tell who is on their side?” If a student shoots at an assailant, what is preventing another student who is at a distance from mistaking the student for the criminal? Shooters do not always carry assault rifles, and the size of the gun will not distinguish “sides.” To say that this would not happen is as speculative and hypothetical as saying it would, so to dismiss this argument would effectively dismiss your own.

Another argument I would like to present is rather simple: bullets do not always stop when they hit plaster walls. Whether or not the hypothetical assailant is taken down, no one can deny that the more bullets flying, the more potential victims there are. Good intent will not stop a bullet shot even by the most well-intentioned person from hitting something (whether the ground, the target, or an innocent person). Even supposing the target was hit, the legal issues surrounding any shooting will be costly and time consuming.

While I feel like hypothetical situations are overused in debates such as these, one’s mind cannot help but wander into the potential accidents when college students, alcohol, and guns are put together. Not only are underage drinking laws not followed, but even supposing they are, the student’s exposure to such alcohol usage is at the highest rate in their lifetime. On top of the stress and hormones that students must face at this time in their lives, this is not the best time to introduce guns in such a volatile place. Studies have shown that most people’s brains do not fully develop until they are 21 to 22, and most students do not reach this age until they are almost out of college in their junior and senior years. I would also like to point out that the shooter that was on the UT campus recently would have almost certainly passed the background check and requirements for concealed carry, as would many other potential shooters. A clean past does not mean a clean future.

I would also like to inquire about the basis of the argument for the passage of said legislation. Is the basis of the argument that if everyone has a gun, no one will be shot? We can only hope hat everyone holding a gun will prevent the usage of one. Imagine how much of a disincentive it is for out-of-state students thinking about applying for Texas schools (and when out-of-state tuition is considerably higher than in-state tuition, Texas’ budget is in no condition to take a blow to potential income). I will feel less safe knowing that someone in my class has a gun, and I do not like the idea of students taking guns to school.

Finally, I would like to pose a personal experience of a close friend of mine. While I will refrain from giving personal details of his, he is currently enrolled in a private college in Texas. A student in a dormitory near his was experiencing rough times, so much so that he decided to barricade himself in his room and hang himself. Before doing this tragic act, he sent a text to friends saying good-bye which allowed them to alert the police. Luckily, people got to him in time to circumvent the barricade and remove the object with which he hung himself in time to prevent his death. Being on a college campus, he was not allowed to have a gun, which is often the prime choice for those contemplating suicide. Had he had access to a weapon (including those used for concealed carry), I fear that the outcome would not have been the same.

I know that we both have the best interests of the state and its people in mind, however much we may differ in opinion. Nonetheless, I ask that you put aside such differences and consider the arguments above and consider the safety and honor of Texas and its people. I thank you for your time and service.

Budget Cuts in Texas

The government of the state of Texas may be experiencing budget cuts (depending on how the vote on the bill goes), along with a large portion of the country. Here is a run-down of some of the cuts proposed:

  • Public schools will be cut by $5 billion
  • 4 community colleges will lose all funding
  • 70,000 students will be dropped from the Texas Grants scholarship program and funding for incoming college freshmen will pretty much be eliminated
  • 9,600 government jobs will be eliminated
  • The bill also calls for cuts to the arts (such as band, art, theatre, etc.) and funding for steroid testing will be cut
  • School funding for pre-kindergarten education (basic alphabet, numbers, etc.) will be stopped
  • $772 million cut from Texas colleges and universities, which includes nearly $100 million for flagship universities Texas A&M University and the University of Texas at Austin (which I have already started to see the effects)
  • Public safety and the criminal justice system will lose $1.4 billion
  • $78 million from the Texas Historical Commission, which oversees preservation of state landmarks and historic buildings (from about $100 million to $22 million)
  • $2.3 billion from Medicaid, the Children’s Health Insurance Program and other health and human services
  • $3.3 billion from the business and economic development section of the budget
  • Many other departments will also lose large amounts of funding

And to top it off, one final cut: the number of Gov.Rick Perry’s office employees will go from 120 full-time employees to 132 full-time employees. Oh, wait, that is an increase, not a cut…

But if you’re interested in more, here are some links:

The Super Bowl

So today is the Super Bowl, the most celebrated sports event in the U.S. Now, I don’t have a preference between the Packers or the Steelers, but hopefully it will be enjoyable if I decide to watch it. This is also the first Super Bowl that has taken place in Texas, so the traffic will be intense and the hotels in many cities around the Dallas/Fort Worth area are probably full. I hope everyone has fun and stays safe, enjoy the game!

Help Egypt in its Struggle for Freedom

If you have looked at the world news over the last few days, you may have noticed that events in Egypt have been rather prominent. There have been mass protests, the government has shut down all of the internet and is blocking a large amount of the cell phone signals, and over 100 people have been killed and the number of those injured is approaching 5,000.

If you haven’t had the time to read the articles, there are a number of reasons for these events. I do not claim to know the full story with all of its intricacies, but hopefully I can give a basic rundown of the reasons and events themselves. Somewhat related to the Tunisian uprisings and receiving planning from the April 6 Youth Movement, the riots began January 25th, just a few days ago. Egypt goes through some riots on a more local level every now and again, but these riots have now become the largest riots since 1977. The reason behind the riots? The president, Hosni Mubarak, has been in control for around 30 years and has run the country along strict lines after he enacted the Emergency Law. In doing so, he has been able to restrict the gathering and movement of all people, arrest people without a warrant (for an indefinite time and without giving a reason – between 17,000 and 30,0000 are held prisoner under this law), search people and/or their houses without a warrant, require anyone to do any act he deems necessary, control all forms of media and communications, seize any property and control it how he likes, and more. In doing so he is also able to limit the democratic process and restrict the voting process to assure he stays in power. On top of this, the corruption levels are extremely high. The protesters also cite as their reasons: police brutality, high unemployment, food price inflation, low minimum wages, and lack of basic freedoms. The citizens of Egypt seem to be justified in standing up to such a government, and citizens from all different socio-economic statuses and religions have joined in.

Over the past few days, the riots have swelled and on the 27th the government shut down virtually all internet access and cellular networks. Some cellular access has been returned but the internet is still shut down. There are, however, ways such as radio and satellite phone, that the protesters are able to keep in contact with the outside world.

Now a quite important question is left: what do the Egyptian people demand? There demands are very simple and understandable: they want their rights to freedom, justice, and social and economic security, the end of Mubarak’s 30 year regime, and a government that represents and supports the interests of the Egyptian people. So far Mubarak has said that he requested the government to step down, yet he himself would/did not offer to do so as well. The military is being called in, but so far they have stayed neutral rather than taking sides. Although mostly water cannons, rubber bullets, and tear gas has been used, live ammunition has been used as well. Although they may live far away, we should not restrict our sense of responsibility to others to the imaginary lines on a map. Here are some links that are of use:

This website has a petition/statement in support of the movement – the number of signatures will be announced to the protesters to help boost morale as well as make a worldwide statement.

https://secure.avaaz.org/en/democracy_for_egypt/?fp

This website also has a petition, but it allows you to help in a few other ways such as support them with donations and the opportunity to donate your unused bandwidth towards anti-censorship for some time.

https://www.accessnow.org/page/s/Help-Egypt

This is the live al-Jazeera blog that keeps up with the events.

http://blogs.aljazeera.net/middle-east/2011/01/28/live-blog-281-egypt-protests

A pretty good Yahoo! article about the politics going on and where it is as of now (near midnight in CST Jan. 30th).

http://news.yahoo.com

Even the internet group Anonymous has stepped up, providing 20 ways to circumvent the internet block (this is primarily for Egyptians, so if you have the means please spread this).

http://pastebin.com/9jJUku77

Please help the Egyptian people, they need all the support they can get.

Diet of a Klingon

I know I haven’t posted much recently, but I hope that with this article I can usher in a revival of my posting. I found this just recently, although it is somewhat older news. Nonetheless I found it interesting. Michael Dorn, the actor who plays Worf on multiple Star Trek series and movies, is a vegan. Quite an interesting diet for a Klingon!

http://www.mnn.com/lifestyle/arts-culture/blogs/worf-from-star-trek-goes-vegan

In other news, tonight was the annual State of the Union address. Personally, I found it a bit lackluster and vague, but it was nice to see everyone sitting together rather than split down party lines. I hope everyone has been doing well!

NASA Big News (or not)

Is anyone excited about the ‘big announcement’ NASA gave today? To me it was really a big disappointment because this is old news. They discovered this back in 2008 so why the hullabaloo about old news? I wasn’t expecting an announcement that they had had a cup of coffee with E.T. but I was hoping for something new. I wonder though if this will have a sort of “the boy who cried wolf” effect. They declare they are going to make an astrobiology announcement and refuse to elaborate and then when the time comes they deliver old news. Perhaps this would have been better categorized under biology instead of astrobiology.

Election Day

Today is Election Day and many people are getting out (despite the weather) and voting. Some others choose not to vote, and the reasons can greatly vary. Nonetheless, the outcome could potentially effect everyone’s lives. Although the elections today are not as hyped up and “important” as presidential elections, they still have the power to be very influential. The Democrats could lose control of Congress and Obama would be in the position that Clinton was in during part of his presidency. In Texas, Rick Perry could very possibly win a third term in office, extending what is already the longest governorship in Texas history.

No matter what the results will be, I always enjoy watching the results come in. In a way, it is like the Olympics without athleticism. Everyone watching is rooting for someone, usually the person they can relate most to or whose victory they will (supposedly) benefit from. I doubt that all the results will turn out to my liking, but as polls begin to close I can feel the tension rising. Of course, as with the Olympics, the commentators on TV can become annoying. For that reason I enjoy watching live results on the internet as much or more as on TV.

I remember two years ago I was sitting with some friends at a teacher’s house watching the outcome of the 2008 election. Whether or not people liked it, we all agreed that it was an historic moment in American history. Though tonight may not be as directly historic, we will get to watch it nonetheless. For me, Election Day is a time in which I can be with either family or friends (or if allowing, both) and spend time bonding and discussing beliefs. For me, this is as beneficial as it is enjoyable. I have friends and family all over the political spectrum and it is great that things like that have not come between us. In fact, Election Day is the time that there is the least tension between me and my friends with different views.

However you voted (or didn’t vote), I think that we should all try to enjoy the night. This only comes around once every two or four years (depending on how you look at it) and we should take advantage of it. Good luck to everyone, and remember that if it doesn’t turn out your way, it isn’t the end of the world!

Actions or Words?

I read or heard somewhere that people remember you for how you made them feel, not for what you said. With the exception of some great speakers and novelists I imagine this is very true because memory can be a tricky thing, so words can get mixed up in the fog of time. But how a person made me feel, whether good or bad, I remember. This has been something I’ve been reflecting on quite a bit lately… how I’ve made others feel in the past and how I am making those feel that are in my life now. A lot of guilt is part and parcel of depression I’ve been told, so I’m learning to realize that I can’t go back and “fix” what I’ve done that hurt people in the past. I can however make sure I don’t make those mistakes again. I can also focus on here and now and be aware of how I am making others feel in the present.

I think of my wife, my sons, my parents, my sister and her family and others as well and try to think of ways to let them know that I am very thankful and grateful that I have them in my life. I contemplate on how I may have made them feel in the past and how I can take steps to make their life happier. And it’s not just them, how I treat the cashier at the store, the waiter or waitress or the people who live down the road… it makes a difference in their day as well.

I realized I am a very reactionary person. If someone was rude to me, I reacted immediately, without even thinking about it, just tear into the person for being rude. I also realized that very reaction not only just made my day worse but also theirs. Nobody likes to be treated rudely, but most of the time reacting the way that, unfortunately, was my habit didn’t help matters any. It didn’t make the person treat me nicer the next time I saw them. Sure, they may have been silent the next time but their dislike for me was noticeable. It was still an uncomfortable experience. I’m finding it’s much better to just walk away, at least most of the time. That way my anger doesn’t escalate by engaging the person in a verbal brawl and I can let the matter go far more easily and not carry it around with me all day. Of course that’s easier said than done, but I’m working on it.

The point of this short post is simply that I believe what I read or heard about people remembering you for how you made them feel instead of what you say is true. It doesn’t matter if one can walk around giving flowery speeches and flattering words if the person’s actions tell an entirely different story. So I’m trying to be more aware of how I am making people feel. The old saying that actions speak louder than words seems all the more true when I think about this. Who knows, maybe by being more aware of how my actions are affecting people, I might just become a better person along the way. That would be a good thing!